Long time no blog.
I’ve been fully engaged with making music and learning the ins and outs of how to make songs that people fall in love with.
I’m going to write about falsehood now but before I do I may as well update you a bit with what’s been going on with me, because it’s been a while.
If you just wana read about falsehood then skip down to the subheading below, called falsehood.
So I think the last thing I told you guys about was my ego death followed by enlightenment experience.
Since then a lot has happened.
What I realised is that some things are revealed to us for sharing, but not everything is for sharing.
Some things are just for our own personal growth or realisation – they’re kind of like gifts sent to us from the angels or our guides.
Theses blessings may not necessarily be sent to us to teach, counsel or guide someone else.
We really can’t teach anyone anything – nor do we have to. Life is perfect and it masterfully teaches us what we want to know when we are ready and longing to learn it.
At the moment I am learning about falsehood.
I met the devil who revealed itself to me as god deluded.
I descended to a place which I felt to be hell. It was a quick descent which took about 10-20 seconds.
Of course, the devil, which I prefer to now call god deluded is a vibration within us that we are all able to access – even though it is not easy to do so – unless you already vibrate in this place frequently. We are the universe and so we can access anything really.
When I felt myself to be face to face with the devil the first thing I noticed was that it felt exactly like God. (We are the God we have been worshipping but a few weeks back a greater God revealed itself to me and called itself The Mastermind – We, Genius, this Universe, are one of The Mastermind’s favourite creations).
I said to the devil, you feel like God. It replied I AM, I am God Deluded. I asked God Deluded why have you become deluded? It replied because it’s fun. I was then overcome with an enormous sense of sexual arousal. I declined to part take with god deluded and I began to ascend again.
So the famous devil is actually god. God deluded.
This post is not really about the devil or god deluded. Whenever I vibrate fully as the Universe, ie, Genius, then I record those revelations in the book I have called The Universal Truth of Who I Am. (But I might change the name to The Nu Vibe).
You may remember that I received a book of light about 3 months ago. I think I already blogged about that. For the past 2 days I have been writing down my feelings in a journal. I started doing this because the metaphysical experiences I have can be very intense and very draining.
I was feeling overwhelmed so I decided to journal. Once I began journaling I then vibrated at the level of the Universe and when Universal truths were revealed to me I started Book 2 in the Nu Vibe. Book 2 is called Deception. It’s all about deception – naturally.
Once I descended downwards I got to a place which felt similar to where I was when I felt suicidal 3/4 months ago. The only difference is that I felt very different, I vibrated at a level of peace, calmness and love and of course this time I was in hell but I didn’t feel suicidal. I was aware of fear but I did not become fear.
In the Universal Truth of Who I Am (the Nu Vibe), the Universe reveals itself as god deluded. What I want to share with you here is a brief mention of falsehood. I type now as Chaun Conscious and I am not vibrating at the level of the Universe.
We live in a world governed by falsehood. When you decide that you wish to embark on a life dedicated to truth this experience might be quite painful, for example this can happen when you decide that you want to live a life that is truly happy and not based on the expectations of “the other”.
You may find that life actually seems to become worse when you decide to embrace truth but this is only the case because we have built an entire civilization based on falsehood.
This is not a bad thing. Falsehood is not bad and it is not wrong to exist as falsehood, it just comes with a particular vibration that may not feel good to you depending on where you are now.
If something feels bad, it doesn’t mean that it is bad. Also, if something feels bad then it doesn’t mean that it is wrong. For example, when we grieve we feel bad. But it is not bad or wrong to grieve.
When we obsessively think of life in terms of what’s good and what’s bad, or what’s wrong and what’s right then we live a life from a vibration of deeply repressed shame.
All I’d like to share with you now is to not feel discouraged if you feel that you are a truthful person. You feel that you are a loving and kind person, you feel that you have good and loving intentions and yet it feels as though life constantly throws at you the opposite – that is you feel constantly misunderstood, mistreated, disregarded or overlooked. You may start to question yourself and wonder – is it me? What are my real intentions? What are my motives?
Know that you are love. You are good. You are perfect. Also remember that there really is no you or me. There is only one. We are all connected and we have built a world based on falsehood so that we may experience soon a world based on truth.
We look at the systems that we have created, our governments, our leaders. We lament because we think they’re all a load of shit, all they do is lie.
We blame them.
We blame the government, we blame the NHS, we blame the systems that we have created and say that these things are the root of all evil, they are the cause of all our problems.
In truth, the systems we have created are projections of ourselves.
In our day to day lives we live in falsehood. Most of us. Most of us lie to ourselves every second of the day – about how we feel, about why we feel the way we feel, we indeed therefore lie about who we are.
When we do not know how we feel then we do not know who we are.
When we go to that workplace that we hate, when we stay in that relationship and pretend we are happy, these are manifestations of our second by second life of perpetually lying to ourselves about how we feel. We eat breakfast because we should, even though we may not even feel hungry. We have sex in positions we don’t really feel like just because we should. We want to please “the other” more than we want to be true to how we feel.
We lie to ourselves. Lying to ourselves in this world is normal.
So you see there is no separation. The systems we have created just reflect who we are in our individual god self versions. We are falsehood at the moment. At the moment we are falsehood.
So when you feel as though you are crazy for being a person of truth, know that you are not crazy – you are just a bit ahead of the time 😉
Peace. Love. Dopeness.
Look out for the release of my first single “I Ain’t Got No Home”. I’ll keep everyone posted via Instagram.