When I am negatively charged I feel as though I cannot express myself. I become negatively charged so that I can experience what it is like to not feel.
When I do not know myself I do not feel. When I know myself I am able to positively charge in a negative space.
I cannot be negative. I can only be not charged.
When I grow up in a negative environment it doesn't take much to trigger me into my default state which is negative. To release myself I must become aware.