What is going on with me?
To be honest guys, I was MAJORLY holding down my emotions in these videos.
As soon as I finished I went for a walk. I was fighting hard to contain the tears!
Everything looked so beautiful!
I walked along the canal and I was fighting back tears.
The water looked so perfect!
If I do not feel this unbelievable feeling of in love then I feel this unimaginable peace.
I do not imagine that many people have experienced this. So sharing it is not so easy. My vibration actually goes down.
I mean this feeling is wonderful, amazing, but I want to do something with it!
I want to help.
I don’t just want to be abnormally peaceful and in love without being able to share this joy with others.
I have no idea how!
I suppose the universe will show me.
This experience is magical.
Maybe it’s enlightenment?
This is occurring 6 days after my spiritual death.
I never really thought about what enlightenment was before. I was never really that interested in it.
What else could this be?
Love. Peace. Dopeness